I can’t lie, I miss you horribly right now. I never got to see that beautiful smile of yours or hear you cry or see or hear your heartbeat. It may sound crazy, but when I was on the phone I swear I heard someone say “Mommy”. It was just above a whisper and so light. Every day I look at my arm and see the scar from the scratch test. It’s a constant reminder of me losing you. I’m crying as I write this to you, my sweet little angel. I love you and I miss you. Even though you weren’t a part of me for very long, your a part of my heart. You will always be my angel. I’m sorry, I’d write more to you tonight, but I don’t think I have the heart tonight. Please know that I love you with all my heart.
Love always and forever,